Roller Coaster, Anyone? Anyone?

In the last couple of months my body has gone through some changes. Mentally, physically, emotionally, hormonally and I'm sure in other ways. I feel like I am a bi-polar, sad, depressed, happy, energetic, lethargic, grabbing for love and other things. At times I think things are going well and then I have a bad day and everything goes to shit. Why? Because of my emotions. I hurt people I love. I hurt myself because I hurt the ones I love. It seems like a never ending cycle. I know I keep coming back to the whole menopause thing. I really feel like I've been on a roller coaster for the last 9 months or so. Some things I used to be able to let go of I can't. Some things that shouldn't matter, do. Somethings that used to piss me off, don't. But on the other hand things that used to not piss me off, do. I cry at the drop of a hat. I am lonely, and sometimes that loneliness gets the best of me. As I reread this post I have my laptop on my lap, my dog next to me and I'm crying. Yep, I'm a Big M......a mess. 

Does it get better? 

Stay blessed and forever beautiful,

Dawn